i realise i tend to form severe attachments to minute inanimate objects. eg, the number 17 black badge that until about 24 hours ago used to be attached to my pencilcase. now i can't find it. which is really sad coz it's been with me ever since my jersey number became 17. and there've been countless times when i've realised it's disappearance only to find it hiding in some dark sinister corner of my bag / the floor / under some table. but now it's gone. and i have this feeling i'll never see it again. heartbreaking really. my pencilcase looks naked without it.

i miss my badge...